I'm so sorry you are in this rough patch. You are not alone here. I'm not feeling very talkative but would like to say this. Have compassion for yourself...just as you would do for someone you love. Would you tell a friend/loved one that yes, they are worthless and have no talent? I would think not, so be compassionate and understanding to yourself.

And I always tell people...shop for a great therapist to talk with. They are out there. I found one that I wish everyody could see.

So many things I could say, but being loving to yourself is my first and foremost thought.

Take good care.