Hi Columbian Girl 1 Thanks for your reply. You hang in there! Alot of us are not used to taking the care neccessary to look after ourselves in the right way. We are so used to wanting and thinking we need another person to help us feel ok. I think everyone likes companionship. When you are alone and feeling sad, look to God for that companionship. He loves you and wants the best for you. You can depend on him to be there for you. Keep reaching out to him to fill the emptiness that you feel...he is there, Columbiangirl, just wanting for you to reach out to him.....Reach out and do not stop. Develop a friendship with him like no other and go to him when you are lonely....he will never leave you. Have faith in him. You won't reget it!!!!I am praying for you!!!