DFayesmom I just wanted to let you know that you needn't feel obsessive about posting your struggles here. I've been reading but not posting as much, but I used to be one of the more frequent posters here on the board. No one ever treated me like it was obsessive or excessive. This is a place of support and we all need to unload somewhere safe and accepting. You are just as deserving of listening ears (or reading eyes) as the next person! Hope you are having a blessed day.