I am sorry but I really need to vent. I am having a really hard time with pain lately. Then to top it off my boyfriend broke up with me because of the CRPS yesterday. It made me feel worthless and not worth loving because I am in pain. When you need someone the most they just leave, it is hard. And when they leave you for the reason you fear the most it is horrible!! I have a hard enough time trying to convince myself that I deserve someone to love me even though I am in so much pain.