What a worthless piece of scum...seriously...forget about him. You DO deserve to be loved and at least you don't have to waste one more minute of your life and time on someone so undeserving. UGH...people like this are just the worst. You just forget about him and move on. I know it's not really as easy to do as it is to say...but I have faith in you that you will find the person out there who you are meant to be with. You are NOT your RSD...your RSD is just one tiny piece of the whole and it doesn't define you. If the person you are with can't see beyond it then that's his terribly huge loss, not yours.