You said it, I am heartbroken, I sat here and cried yesterday afternoon while the kiddo was at school and this morning I am planning on going back to bed and sleeping with the phone next to me just in case. Because I really don't think it's going to happen, I mean we're in the middle of the month just about and still NOTHING.

Thank you for being here for me bizi and for caring, it makes me feel a little better to know that my friends support me during the good and the bad times. And this is definitely one of the bad times. I haven't laid in bed all day for awhile, but I think I am due for it. I am just sick over this. I can't write and I can't edit, I sat here yesterday thinking about how I can't DO anything right now, my heart just isn't into it.