I feel sad to learn of the great difficulty with which you are enduring life, yet GLAD you are reaching out to us and experiencing Sandy Kay's real life response! I pray you find the answers, and perhaps through a trial consideration the means to evaluate "up close and personally" whether this scs wonder may be of beneficial use to you.
The way cool thing about this place is folks are so very willing to share thougts and experiences, then come alongside and provide support as you so very much need it.
Know I will be praying for you my friend,
Yup,