I requested copies of all my medical records so I knew what social security was getting. I'm noticing some damning trends- doctors seem to like to document things to be thorough that the assume and never actually asked you, doctors like to document inaccurate information, and doctors seem to make a lot of straight up mistakes.

It is absolutely clear at this point that I'm going to be denied and will continue to be denied until I get more documentation and things clear up. Man, if I didn't know that these records belonged to me, I would think the person was med seeking because the pain levels, areas, and associated symptomology keep changing. I don't think I'm ever going to be approved. Then there are the comments asserting that everything is good- when they never asked! So I have plenty of "concentration is fine" documented- until right around when I applied!

I'm so frustrated and there are so many errors that I don't even know how to go about getting them resolved. I, quite honestly, don't have the ENERGY to get them resolved.

On top of that, I'm finding some things that were significant- but NEVER MENTIONED TO ME. Some things are small like mild mucosal disease (which in severe cases can cause death- but obviously it's not worth mentioning) but other things are quite important- like that I'm rubella non-immune when I'm caring for a premature baby. Or that I have a freaking 6x6x3cm cyst on my heart that requires regular MRIs and follow ups. WTF.