Hey Sal, I feel a whole heck of a lot more normal than I did before Tysabri.
I was so angry!
I was angry at the way my life had changed, angry with the doctors who could do nothing for me, angry at the drug company for pulling Tysabri off market without at least TRYING to understand what had happened before it was off market, angry at having to use a drug that did not work for me, angry at losing a job I TRULY loved, angry at being tired, dizzy, restricted from driving because of the loss of eye control, misunderstood, misrepresented and just plain ****** that MS dared to happen to ME!
(obviously I got over that!

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I seriously couldn't believe that Tysabri was taken off the market when there were people who had already been on it for years during the trials, and I was in line and I wasn't going to give up until I was able to give it a good go.
WHen I started way back in 2007, I was relapsing every three months or so. It took a few doses, but everything began to turn around. I was scared to even post in case it was all in my head (placebo effect)
I waited for my first checkup MRI at 6 months before I finally posted what I was experiencing, because I knew it was real then!
Since I started, no relapses, no new lesions, no enhancing lesions, you know the drill. Am I cured? NO. Am I ok? ABSOLUTELY! Eyes under control, no dizziness, no cognitive carp, no problems with any of the stuff that was happening. I still have the spasticity and the fatigue, but I can manage that with a lil help from my pals modafinil, baclofen 'n cannabis

BTW, I ain't nevah been nawmul yanno!