I am so sorry you feel bad. I really hope you will at least try this kind of doc. I mentioned before. I don't think she would ever give up on me, no matter what my pain or problem was. She is a physiatrist. The deal with pain first, then treat the whole person at a cellular level. If your current doctors have given up, there is always hope. It took me many tries before I found a complete team that actually talks with each other. each specialist, gives the records and notes to the other physician. I sure hope you can find a team that will help you so you can enjoy life a bit more. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. ginnie