It is getting harder and harder everyday to watch my Mom slip away.

I have really already mourned her loss, because the Mom I've know all my life is hardly ever in there.

But it gets so hard to keep smiling and caring for her day after day and see no end in sight.

This will sound awful, BUT I KNOW I AM SAFE HERE......I almost wish she had a terminal illness, "MOM" would not want to live this way.