I get very depressed from the pain also. Is that normal? Is it normal to dwell on the pain all day? I cry when my body works against me and wont let me do what use to be simple tasks. How do you keep on being a Mother and take care of the kids and household when you can barely function and take care of yourself. I am new and I have so many questions. I need to know how others are living with this and being treated. Something has to change for me.