I am an athiest. I have never felt gods presence..and I definitely do not believe that "god lets us suffer for a purpose"
What's mine? I have no family. Its not making me stronger..only weaker and constantly wanting to die. If "God" tortures us in hopes of eternal life, then then he is a sadist.
It's a fairy tale! But, whatever gets a person through the day is a good thing in my eyes. It just doesn't resonate with me. I've prayed thousands of times without a glimmer of change over the last two decades.

Moving right along..
Yeah. Having a hard time again...