THis has all been so helpful, Thank you. I just want to feel better. I am getting married soon and will be on my soon to be husbands insurance. I think I will stop running into all the roadblocks then. My ins that I have now does not cover alot of medacines. They also will not cover a pain clinic. Im lucky Im able to get the MRI. I will be sure to let you know how that turns out. Once again thank you for your compassion today. Oh.....and I have someone getting me some weed. I dont think I will say anything to my son, it just feels weird.