Just reading that made me feel pain.

You were DXed only three years ago and you have gone downhill this much? MS is friggin stupid.

It's been about a year and a half for me, but I feel fine as of now. My biggest fear right now is the possibility MS will just go all to hell in me and next year possibly....I would become very disabled from it.

I hate the unpredictibility

Hang in there, bro...