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Join Date: Dec 2012
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Posts: 685
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Join Date: Dec 2012
Location: N/A
Posts: 685
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Grieving
I love weekday's because I am busy with all my M.D.s.Than the weekends come and I start grieving over a lot and have nothing but time to think.I hate it!Today I went and did some weeding and starting to do what I can with the curbside appearance to be renting my house out soon.
Everything was going good until one of my perfect yard neighbors start mowing their grasses and I just start getting upset.Because I use to like cutting my grass and now I have to wait for someone to do it for me 
I told one of the neighbors what had happened because she seen me last summer and I talked like a drunk but had no diagnosis yet and I was sober.Then I seen her again about 2 month's ago and told her the outcome from this accident.She said "if you ever need anything let me know"....I think that was very kind but I do not know her name even! Well I thought maybe she would come by and talk to me after she waved as her and her husband did grass.She did not I really just wanted to talk to someone but I was also VERY upset because I cannot cut the grass!
This weekend has been really bad for me with grieving!I'm a mess
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What Happened: In 2011 I was in a MVA
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Symptoms: Physical: I am always cold in any season!!I cannot tolerate anything pressure on my head(sun glasses,hats)longer then a hour,Lock jaw/Displaced TMJ, Dropsey, Hands go numb, Arms go numb, back of head numb (when asleep),Muscle spasms in face & upper body,migraines, concentration headaches, dizziness, nausea, neck and back trauma (from accident), tinnitus, extreme light sensitivity, noise sensitivity, EXTREME fatigue, impaired vestibular system, balance off, Pupils NEVER equal, disrupted sleep cycles,speech problems.
Cognitive: Cognitive Behavior, Brain fog, impulsivity, speech problems, word finding problems, slowed processing speeds, impaired visual memory, impaired complex attention
Emotional: Unable to handle stress or overstimulation without getting extremely irritable or angry, easily overstimulated, MAJOR depression, major anxiety, Panic attacks
Treatment so far: Treatment for PCS,PTSD,Depression & panic,Vestibular therapy, Physical therapy, Vitamin Schedule,Walking,No Dairy, No eggs, No caffeine, No artificial coloring, Sleep with 2 pillows, Very little sugars consumed, Eat healthy,No alcohol, Medications, limit stress and overstimulation.
~*~Learn to treasure yourself and your Divinity. Be willing to accept yourself completely. Be yourself, be graceful, be kind, be wild, be weird ... be true to yourself~*~
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