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Join Date: Dec 2012
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Posts: 685
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Join Date: Dec 2012
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Posts: 685
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I know the root of this is because I decided due to all my medical issues I am getting surgery Monday to not ever have another baby. And the fact it is mother's day tomorrow, I feel like my illnesses has done some real pain and suffering for my teenage daughter.
I see my T every week but I did not get to see her this week because my schedule got packed and she got sick Friday when I was suppose to see her.So I guess all the above is some what reasoning to these feelings.I was so independent since my Fiance passed away 8years ago I just cut the grass and liked the workout lol. Also I lost a lot of my friends in past 2years so that makes me sad at times.And I am a mess on any holiday
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What Happened: In 2011 I was in a MVA .
Symptoms: Physical: I am always cold in any season!!I cannot tolerate anything pressure on my head(sun glasses,hats)longer then a hour,Lock jaw/Displaced TMJ, Dropsey, Hands go numb, Arms go numb, back of head numb (when asleep),Muscle spasms in face & upper body,migraines, concentration headaches, dizziness, nausea, neck and back trauma (from accident), tinnitus, extreme light sensitivity, noise sensitivity, EXTREME fatigue, impaired vestibular system, balance off, Pupils NEVER equal, disrupted sleep cycles,speech problems.
Cognitive: Cognitive Behavior, Brain fog, impulsivity, speech problems, word finding problems, slowed processing speeds, impaired visual memory, impaired complex attention
Emotional: Unable to handle stress or overstimulation without getting extremely irritable or angry, easily overstimulated, MAJOR depression, major anxiety, Panic attacks
Treatment so far: Treatment for PCS,PTSD,Depression & panic,Vestibular therapy, Physical therapy, Vitamin Schedule,Walking,No Dairy, No eggs, No caffeine, No artificial coloring, Sleep with 2 pillows, Very little sugars consumed, Eat healthy,No alcohol, Medications, limit stress and overstimulation.
~*~Learn to treasure yourself and your Divinity. Be willing to accept yourself completely. Be yourself, be graceful, be kind, be wild, be weird ... be true to yourself~*~
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