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Join Date: Dec 2012
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Posts: 685
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Member
Join Date: Dec 2012
Location: N/A
Posts: 685
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Where I Am
I am in the mist of rehabilitation and I really thought I could handle today lol!
~Well I did not and I found being sarcastic is better than depression in this illness along with my other illnesses from accident~
***Where I am at in my rehabilitation, I found I kind of have a reset button if it makes sense?**For example today I was in a BAD condition that I have not felt in about 4months. I came home took headache med, did some meditation breathing, and went to sleep. I woke up 2hours later and felt a lot better but not like this morning @ my best. I call it my reset to a lot of my bad day's that happen from time to time.When I was not in rehabilitation my reset took days***So I have came a long way 
It is these situations that make me APPRECIATE the quiet rest more than ANYTHING. After I woke I sat outside for 20min and watched a wild brown tail-Jack rabbit!LoL! The little things that are so entertaining lol. I ended up throwing some carrots to the little guy. Like I said I like my happy cave better than the fast pace stress on a holiday!
I been going over my journal and this weekend was a total curve ball from my last weeks of journal.
Hope this makes some sense 
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What Happened: In 2011 I was in a MVA
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Symptoms: Physical: I am always cold in any season!!I cannot tolerate anything pressure on my head(sun glasses,hats)longer then a hour,Lock jaw/Displaced TMJ, Dropsey, Hands go numb, Arms go numb, back of head numb (when asleep),Muscle spasms in face & upper body,migraines, concentration headaches, dizziness, nausea, neck and back trauma (from accident), tinnitus, extreme light sensitivity, noise sensitivity, EXTREME fatigue, impaired vestibular system, balance off, Pupils NEVER equal, disrupted sleep cycles,speech problems.
Cognitive: Cognitive Behavior, Brain fog, impulsivity, speech problems, word finding problems, slowed processing speeds, impaired visual memory, impaired complex attention
Emotional: Unable to handle stress or overstimulation without getting extremely irritable or angry, easily overstimulated, MAJOR depression, major anxiety, Panic attacks
Treatment so far: Treatment for PCS,PTSD,Depression & panic,Vestibular therapy, Physical therapy, Vitamin Schedule,Walking,No Dairy, No eggs, No caffeine, No artificial coloring, Sleep with 2 pillows, Very little sugars consumed, Eat healthy,No alcohol, Medications, limit stress and overstimulation.
~*~Learn to treasure yourself and your Divinity. Be willing to accept yourself completely. Be yourself, be graceful, be kind, be wild, be weird ... be true to yourself~*~
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