Hi to everybody that deals with this illness every day and night ,and have not lost the fight but got stronger because of this,I know sometimes I want to just give up and I cry and whine because this illness is so much bigger than me and consumes so much of me that sometimes there is nothing left of me to give,and try to explained something like this to a healthy person that does not even know what it feels like to have a cold,How Funny!!!!so I get all mad and wish this person to walk in my shoes for 24hours,and they're like no thanks,so don't criticise.