Ginnie-you're an amazing woman.. what a sweet soul you are. It sounds like you can really relate to me, and that's so valuable when the darkness takes over.

Things I need in order of importance would be 1-love. That's really all anyone needs.
Others that come to mind I guess are better pain control, therapy,and steady income.

Feel free to pm me from here on in.
I hope that my thread inspired someone to reach out and get support on this forum like I have.
What a wonderful resource. I'm taking things one day at a time. I've had some great days lately that show me life can still be enjoyable.