I just want to say thank you to all of you. It helps so much to be able to talk to people who are in the same situation. I really do appreciate your replies letting me know it is okay to vent.

For me, it is still early days with this. I have just gotten to the point that I am thinking this might not get better. Although I'm sad that others are suffering from this and some far worse, it is such a comfort to know that my fellow sufferers will be there for me as I try to process what it happening.