Mari,

you have accomplished bunches in a complicated situation and unpleasant state.

The pdoc you made the appointment with sounds convenient... it would be great if she and the new T both worked out. I will be hopeful for you. And maybe there will be a cancellation. We'll just see what the insurance company comes up with too.

If you're anything like me, you probably have your driver's license... somewhere. If you ever change purses or have to take it out for anything it could be loose in your purse, or in a different compartment than usual. Once, I "lost" mine and went nuts looking for it. After maybe a couple weeks I figured I'd have to replace it (argh!) but I put on a pair of jeans I'd only worn once before and...ta-dah! It fell out of the pocket. Another time I "lost" an earring - for several months - on the armrest of my sofa. Yeah, in plain sight, just camouflaged by the upholstery.

Take it easy tonight. Do something relaxing. Maybe you can do your yoga DVD or just listen to nature sounds recordings.

Sometimes I really wish we had RESET buttons, like computers. (And I wish kids had OFF buttons, lol.)

I am exhausted from trying unsuccessfully to adjust to a day schedule. Despite the sleep deprivation and daytime exhaustion I perk up around midnight and can't sleep, ugh! I can hope my meds do something but they don't usually. So I don't know if I'll be around/awake or sleeping during the next several hours.

Anyway pamper yourself tonight. See you tomorrow if I'm not on later.

waves