My husbands mother died 2yrs ago.. in life she had a very strong emotional hold over him..since her death life with him has been very hard. He directs all his anger towards me.. everything that is wrong in his life is my fault. I love my husband with all my heart.. but inside i hurt so much. One minute he loves me the next it is like i am an evil monster.. I am not sure what to do anymore.. whatever i do is not good enough.