Ok, I'm confused and perhaps a little offended at the DSM V. Burying one of your kids, (he was 31 but still my kid) is certainly life changing but throw in suicide and you get to add guilt to the package. It took me YEARS before I could talk about it and then more YEARS to forgive him (lot of anger in there) until I finally came to acceptance.

If that makes me "crazy", I've met a lot of grieving mothers over the years who are also "crazy".

I'm so glad you found this Lara...I'm going to keep reading there. ~sigh