I have some of those days but I try not to focus on things I have no control over. I have not been able to work for 15 months now and my 3 teenage children are supporting the household. My 15 year old got a job at MacDonalds and I am up over $13,000 owing my 19 year old. I have also been told it will probably another year before I can work. My 15 year old wants to get a tattoo on her foot which has the date of my accident because that is the day her life changed.....It is really easy to take it to heart BUT the best thing you can do for your family is get better. Using up precious resources on negative feelings eat away at you. You need all your energy to recover and you will get better it is just is soooooo long. Tomorrow is another day. I took a 21 day meditation challenge which seemed to help me keep positive thoughts present and get rid of the negative ones. It also keeps the stress away.

Good Luck I am cheering for you!!!!