I'm so sorry it didn't work out for you....but your doc sounds like a bit of an *** all in all, and there has to be a chance that he has just given up on the idea... He certainly hasn't explained himself well or conducted himself professionally considering your situation.

I'd think seriously about finding another doc and getting another opinion on your situation. I think you deserve better than this guy has been giving you...just my opinion

Oh dear. You've really gone through some tough times lately, and I'd hoped this would finally help a bit. Don't give up hope of something helping though

Bram