Hi! First comment posted.. I'm thinking about your personal comments. These spinal conditions do change your life! I had to accept that it's time to adapt to the situation. I know what you mean about hard work, physical and emotional pain, the changes to your body,the idea of getting old and dying, and coping with pain meds-man, it goes on and on. Of course others are worse off but you are dealing and adapting to your situation and problems. Stop stressing about what others think- do what you have to do. The girls on this site are great at explaining and sympathizing with various conditions. Once this spinal stuff starts rolling, it's a game changer! Out of time, have to go; i'll be back. sfink