dear friends
dear God
my brother
mother Mary

today oncologist appointment
my attitude about the implants
i could live without them
really have had poopy luck
i mean how can you make
a doctor see what he doesn't
want to see because he is the
only one that does not see what
i and others do
so self-confidence are not
in the chest
but if you are going to get them
done you expect first and foremost
trust and a good open relationship
that was my reconstructive doctor

today we deal with ridding the body
of cancer
i am on tamoxifin
going and going
one and a half year on them
it seems just like yesterday

ironically the thing that saddens
at times remember i have no
REGRETS but when i get the
chills the first thing i do
is put my hands on my chest
no nipples to get hard no sensation
but i know i took the right step
and Angelina has the ability to get
the word out there even quicker
than quick
not her mother
not her aunt
grandmother
now to have a hysterectomy
bravo bravo brave is she
something i think about
one day at a time
there are so many things
mechanically going south
i haven't been that lucky
i ask my Lord for a miracle
and go with the flow
get your mammo
do important things
around your birthday
so you don't forget
sending with LOVE

WILL BE BACK
SOMEONE WHO CARES