Dear fiestlady, I totally understand I find myself crying all the time and I also try to put on a happy face for my family. I know it is so hard. Its frustrating knowing you have so many goals and things you want to do and can't do them. I look at my legs and feet and I feel like they aren't my own. I try and remind myself sometimes that it will be ok to have faith in God and know he will not put more on us than we can bear. So, if that is the case we must be pretty strong, right? It is so comforting to know that someone else feels the way I do, and understands. Im only 29 and had just got a job offer as a nurse at the local hospital and had to turn it down because of my neuropathy it really upset me that I had worked so hard for something and now everything has changed and my body has failed me. Now I find myself confused and wondering where do I go from here.