I don't know really where to start and I don't know if anyone is getting my post, Im a little lost with what Im doing. Anyways to be honest and tell the whole truth I also like some others have PTSD, anxiety, major depression, and recentely diagnosed with Polyneuropathy. Sorry, for incorrect spelling im a bad at it. But, for the past month I have been stuck to the couch in pain unable to do anything, which is a problem because I have a very active 18 month old daughter who is my best friend and the love of my life. So, this has had me so depressed when I went to the doc he sent me to a nerologist and I am in the begining stages of treatment and testing. Today has been one of the worst I look at my legs an feet and its like they arent my own. I can't walk and have been falling frequently. I am on nerotin and it seems like my neuropathy is over powering it. The pain makes it hard to sleep, sit, lay, touch my skin. I can't even get in the shower. I am so depressed and cry all the time. I had so many goals and now I don't know what to do with my life I just feel lost alone and like I just want to die, but I can't because I am a wife and mother. I just don't know what to do. I wanted to go to church but I can't even make it there because I can't walk or do anything. But, anyways that is part of my story. Im looking forward to getting to know everyone and hopefull that maybe I can find a friend or some comfort or advice.