I have seen to many paitents go threw stem cell transplants or BMTs and the outcome isnt usally good! Your mortality rate is 40%! And then all the complications that usally come along with it (GVHD that attacks your organs and skin, VOD to the heart or liver which is usally fatal), NO THANKS! There are those few that make it. But its only those few. You live your life in the hospital, you dont look like the same person you were, you suffer greatly during it. As the drs say "We take the paitents to deaths door and hope they come back". Yeah I dont care how desprate I was! Its just not worth it unless your dieing from somthing like cancer and you feel its your only option left. But even then I just dont think its worth it.