When I got home from work hubby was not home yet. He went out with some buddies for a beer sampling tour. So I wondered what we were going to do for dinner. WE had not discussed this earlier in the day.I had forgotten to pick up my prescriptions so I went to the store and waited until they were ready. But I was fixated on these blue berries. I picked up a pint of them and ate them while shopping around a bit. I ate the whole thing. It cost $3.50. I figured that I would have spent that on a good beer so what the heck.
Came home and now jeffs car is here but jeff is gone. I look at my phone and see I missed a text from him. He is at another beer tasting gathering just down the street with some friends of ours.
These are our good friends that we always drink with. They invite us back to their house for a quick dinner.We agree to go over.Their daughter is fixing grilled cheese sandwiches and califlower and big tater tots.

So on my way over there I am thinking....
hmmmm
There still is some left over margarita mix from easter, when I drank a liter by myself.
I could drink that since I am blowing my diet to night.
Then I thought:

I don't have to drink.
I don't want to go back on my promise to myself that I would not drink until vacation. And one day of overeating is not going to derail my dieting efforts.
I drank water, no ice....and had a good time.
They all drank and it was ok....I was ok.
I survived.
bizi