Anacrusis, I see you've chosen to leave the site. I sincerely hope that this was your decision, and that you were not influenced by anyone. Change can be difficult, but change can lead to some pretty wonderful adventures.

Perhaps I'm too late, and you've left, but I'm hopeful that you will see my message. You certainly don't need to respond so I'll say that my question is rhetorical. You are very expressive, and gifted, and I wonder if you have ever given thought to being a writer.
All the best....