kitty,
i'm so sorry for what you're going thru.


please concentrate on what you can live for.
i think your post here is so well spoken.
i'd like to see you copy it and send it to your drs. maybe they can find it in their medical knowledge and hearts to re-examine your case and try to help ramp up your medical tx.
please don't give up. we're here for you. i'm glad you have your dh to hold onto.