Thank you. This has without a doubt been the most horrific period of my life. Every morning I wake up realizing I'm in a nightmare that has yet to end.

I'm not sure about baby. She is better. I had to switch to formula (which was painful for me) as we were worried about the breastmilk being toxic. She had bloody spit up a few times with the breastmilk. In terms of her nerological condition, she is smiling now, but still seems "off." She doesn't squeel or laugh and won't play any of our old games. Just wants to bite down. It's beyond stressful to witness.