Matt, NeuroTalk, does not have a large number of people on the depression forum, here.
We do have a sister forum called PsychCentral. There are many mental health forums there, and blogs, etc.
Here is a link to the depression forum:
http://forums.psychcentral.com/depression/
You have to join to post there, because our systems are not connected. You can use your same name as here or choose another. Perhaps someone who has or has gone thru what you describe is there and can help you.
It has to be complicated when you state you have 3 issues going on at the same time. Depression, autism and some type of schizophrenia. Also the medications you use may create new problems as well. So talking to others who are experiencing this may be helpful for you.
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