I think we can Di, but that means no schoolarship one semester and I need that money to live plus Im sure if I leave for a semester I wont be back

To make my day more miserable:
Do you remember the guy I told you I "was in love" but that he had a gf etc... Well, it was his graduation day today and my father wrote him an email.... To congratulate him...
1) he doesnt speak spanish
2) my father wrote him a long message pathetically translated in google translator from spanish to english

THIS IS THE MOST EMBARASSING THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME IN A LOOOOOOOONG TIME !!!!!

I feel like all my life I have felt ashamed for one thing or another... Ridiculous after ridiculous...

argh... He might be thinking my father is retarded or something