Oh Bizi how I wish I could close chapters in my life that easily.... I cant. When he talks to me, he makes my days brighter.... with just a smile, he makes me feel happy at least for an hour

Like I said before, somewhere in another thread, I do wonder if it would be better to just stop talking to him... but, being extreme has always been my problem Maybe it is better to have him as a friend, I mean, if he cant be my boyfriend, at least we can be friends.... Complicated.

waves, I would LOVE to have a class with you as a classmate !!! Oh that would be HEAVEN !!!

Alright, tonight I just feel like my life is completely ruined