Angelina, please please PLEASE find another doctor who has some knowledge and humanity. This is an intolerably cruel situation your doctor has left you in, and he should be struck off
I know a fight is the last thing you want when you feel so bad, but I hope you have a friend or relative who can help you. You can't let this man ruin your life when there is so much of it ahead of you.
Good luck,
Bram