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Originally Posted by JoelyH
Hi my name is joely I lost my mother in December 2011 and I tell you it has not gotten any easier for me...I was holding my mothers hand when she took her last breath...She was only 65 yrs old and I am still grieving horribly bad and I am now on depression meds cause i am having a very hard time just going about my day on a normal level...She was creamated and did not want any services I still have her ashes and I just don,t know what to do...When I think about even having a service I start to ball like a baby and don,t want to let her go......The hardest part I think is the fact I can,t pick up the phone and call her anymore....Mother,s day was the worst  ...Any help or sugesstions would be greatly apprechiated....Thanks..... |
Very sorry for your loss. Did your mother have a long illness?
My dad passed away some years ago at age 64. He had a heart attack. Even tho he had moved to another state; I still missed not talking with him. There were days I felt like calling his old phone number knowing he would not answer. What helped me most was knowing he would not have to suffer and was thankful for that.
As difficult as it now seems; it will eventually be a beautiful memory of the good times that were shared and you will enjoy talking about them without tears.
The smiles will come.
Gerry