I hate the unpredictability of the whole illness. I hate worrying, that as I go into my 40's that I am going to reach menopause and I have to not just deal with that aspect as just a woman, but the wondering!! What is menopause and MS going to do to me!?

I hate worrying, that if I get a lousy cold, is my body going to want to just lay around in bed all damn day! I hate that colds settle in my eyeballs, and I have a little blurred spot to deal with!

I hate, having a hot day, and the moment the AC goes on in my home, I am ready to just take a nap! Sorry kids, mommy isn't feeling good right now.