dear friends

today and the week-end
felt like one long day
and every time **** hits
the fan it is the driving
force all my life
i am so not crying
the poor me's
as i know for certainty
God's plan rules
and has built a helluva
woman as a result and
wouldn't have it any other
way
my Lord gave us free will
well i do all my homework
and am always put to the test
and see how many times i
challenged
i am disgusted at the poor
job people do at the DYDs
i had put myself forward
with the DYFS worker that
came to my home because
Eva was here as mommy worked
the week-end and relapsed
Sunday after work
all hell broke loose
bottom line
the Judge gave me
temporary custody of
Eva

HERE IS MY PROBLEM
i in all this time
wish in all the facility
she complied in all
but i wanted when
leaving the program
have the addict be under
the condition stipulated
a person must complete
one year mandatory
4 times a week a must
go to Narcotics Anonymous
and it is finally something
she must do
she will have the baby
Monday-Friday
9:00 A.M. - 5:00 P.M.
then i have her
she will be here for the
duration of her plan that
DYFS gave her
i will do all i can
it was more needed
when baby and mommy
were put into the real world
this is the first time my child
since being a mommy living
life sober as a child is at stake
LORD help her
help us
i trust you

they are slowly
hanging themselves
in the management
of this building
allowing them to
throw each other
under the bus
all because of the truth


and to help my child
Corissa through this
transformation of his
disposition has prompted
me to take him to court
as there is enough truth
to wring his neck
it was never about the money
money he does have for
he can do for one must do
for another
God is good!
i trust my Brother will
be carrying me when
i do all the paperwork
and start the process
Sunday while me
Coriss, Saraeve, the baby
her CORISSA'S FATHER
WAS THERE WITH HIS OTHER
CHILDREN
THE OLDEST 20 OF HIS DECEASED
WIFE AND 2 OTHERS ONE HE ADOPTED
AS HIS AND HER SISTER
TURNS OUT HE TOLD THE TWO YOUNGER GIRLS
NOT TO SPEAK TO CORISSA
THEY TOLD HER THEY MISS HER

I SPOKE WITH THE WOMAN RUNNING
THE POOL
HAS THE SAME LAST NAME
AS THE JUDGE WHO WE WERE
IN FRONT OF
TURNS OUT THEY ARE
SISTER-IN-LAWS
WHAT A SMALL WORLD
OR DIVINE INTERVENTION
my God showing himself
explaining to her kindly
be aware that her father
was there and to inform the
security guards of the
situation that could ensue

ONLY TO COME HOME
AND MY DAUGHTER
TELL ME SHE RELAPSED

oh my dear Lord
help me