Thank you Nikko, I really appreciate the moral support, it really helps so much. I wish I could just stop worrying about things but there's not an off switch for anxiety unfortunately. I am so grateful for this forum and for all of you, you really understand the trauma and the anxiety problems I live with and that really helps, being validated and understood really helps.

My dh doesn't really understand the anxiety factor, but he makes an effort to be there for me so I don't feel so isolated. I thank God for him every day, it's been about twenty years that we've been together off and on and I can't see myself with anyone else. I know you just broke up with Mike Nikko, and I wanted to say that I hope you find a really nice guy when you're ready to start looking again.

I lived on my own for a year and did okay, it was hard being alone, but I had my son and neighbors which helped because I didn't have a working computer for months into that year. It's so hard when you're isolated from people like I was back then, I really suffered a lot of anxiety before I got the dx of BP II. I am really glad I have a good T and that she understands I need the avitan to help with the anxiety that is just gut wrenching.

Two and a half weeks and counting. I hope it's going to be a smooth move, but I am sure we'll hit a snag or two but with my dh with me I won't be worrying nearly as much.