I think The Truman Show final episode airs on July 7.

Lets see, this week...
IRS says out of the blue I owe 3000$ from 2011 though I got a refund
I get a State tax warrant today for 1500$ for 2006 though i am paying garnishments out of my payment for about a year now and had lawyers talk for me (until Hurricane Sandy when I lost every type of help) (and, btw, I didn't not pay takes on purpose, my job stopped withholding city tax and I didn't know, my fault, but I didn't cause it).
State warrant even says they can take my dog (the only one I really love and the only one who loves me without condition).
My dog gets sick, I go to the vet, have to use my rent money to pay bill
Miserable all the time except when I can get lost in a video game
Work day starts at 5:45am and ends at 6:30pm, and all I do is good and get **** on.
memory problems from the TBI are messing up my speech
I seem to snap at a moments notice when things go even a little wrong

Well, that was a busy episode.


I even started to cry typing this. I just want one good day, one 24 hours of good.

I know everyone has their own problems and I am not asking for anything, not even a reply or a read, I just needed somewhere to say how I feel and I am all alone (and don't trust people because, well, everyone in my life has hurt me in some way).

I'm update the next episode soon.

Bye.