was poisoned by doctor alan leff of new York 6 years back. he gave me two drugs that caused a brain injury and I still suffer every moment after all these years. confusion, impotence, tittinus, can't take noise, night terrors, have lost job and all my friends. have nothing to live for. not getting better, getting worse.

I hate the pharmaceutical industry and the doctor that got me sick. I really am a step away from just doing the unthinkable. life is not worth living when there is no quality. also have chronic diarrhea from incident, anxiety and depression, and feeling like I cant catch my breath.

I hope that doctor suffers as much or more than I have. please don't tell me how precious life is, it is not when all you do is suffer. I am alone in the house day and night to sick to work and just can't take it anymore.