Deepest sympathy to all who have lost someone to suicide.
I do just need to intervene here and gently remind that we actually have a very specific guideline about suicidal discussion, asking that it be very limited (no graphic descriptions or other triggering info) and that it preferably be kept to the special forum we have
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum29.html
Even there, although open discussion is allowed, we ask that members please be very sensitive, and not post graphic/triggering details.
Thanks for understanding