Mark,

I'm sorry to hear about how you're feeling mate. Post haemorrhage I was horrifically depressed, not helped at all by an anti-depressant that had side effects of.... yup depression! I reached an all time low and took a massive morphine and other such drugs overdose. Thankfully I passed out quickly from the drugs before I had any chance to do more damage to myself and recovered fully after admission to hospital and stomach pumping. Seriously though, I have come such a long way since then, and I hope, so will you. I'm drug and antidepressant free now and other than the episodes I laid out on my other post, function normally.

Really Mark, don't do anything stupid, like I tried to. Look at things and realize that if this is the worst it gets, it can only, surely get better. Even if you need help and medication.
I believe that we only get one life, and if you end that, then that's it, there is nothing, and that's not where I want to be. Best of luck with your appointments.

Mav