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Old 07-02-2013, 07:24 AM
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Default Thank you soooooo much

I am sorry for such a negative post.I had to go re ground my self!!!The PCS with PTSD,chronic pain etc is a hard one because I have so many different avenues to go down all at once when I get overwhelmed,stressed, and frustrated.

Also my mother was not morally supporting me and was emotionally abusive last week to me.Well when the morning came for my daughter and I to go out of town my mother apologize and told me that she went to dentist a week ago and now has an abscess on her tooth and is in pain.I told her that it would be best if she told me from the start she was in pain because than I can relate to pain and how it affects our behavior.They had to live with me in pain and HORRIBLE behavior for a year and half.

So peace was made between us and I found out that me and my daughter will be eating still because we got approved for state assistance that I need any help I can get in this severe hardship.I also worry that I might lose my house before something good happens.Sometimes the compulsive thoughts just won't go away or there is times I find some thoughts harder to let go.I am truly sorry for the negative post and I will continue to fight!I know I have a lot of people with my monies in the future that would like to see me do something to be gone.I will not let them win.

Everyone try to have a good week. Mia
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What Happened: In 2011 I was in a MVA
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Symptoms: Physical: I am always cold in any season!!I cannot tolerate anything pressure on my head(sun glasses,hats)longer then a hour,Lock jaw/Displaced TMJ, Dropsey, Hands go numb, Arms go numb, back of head numb (when asleep),Muscle spasms in face & upper body,migraines, concentration headaches, dizziness, nausea, neck and back trauma (from accident), tinnitus, extreme light sensitivity, noise sensitivity, EXTREME fatigue, impaired vestibular system, balance off, Pupils NEVER equal, disrupted sleep cycles,speech problems.

Cognitive: Cognitive Behavior, Brain fog, impulsivity, speech problems, word finding problems, slowed processing speeds, impaired visual memory, impaired complex attention

Emotional: Unable to handle stress or overstimulation without getting extremely irritable or angry, easily overstimulated, MAJOR depression, major anxiety, Panic attacks

Treatment so far: Treatment for PCS,PTSD,Depression & panic,Vestibular therapy, Physical therapy, Vitamin Schedule,Walking,No Dairy, No eggs, No caffeine, No artificial coloring, Sleep with 2 pillows, Very little sugars consumed, Eat healthy,No alcohol, Medications, limit stress and overstimulation.

~*~Learn to treasure yourself and your Divinity. Be willing to accept yourself completely. Be yourself, be graceful, be kind, be wild, be weird ... be true to yourself~*~
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