The most "important" characteristics about borderline patients' brains are:

1) After specific stimuli, we experience anger for example AND, contrary to "healthy/normal" people, our AMIGDALA (a zone in the brain) remains "active" instead of turning off, turning back to basal status, what we biologically call "feedback"....

2) At the same time, our PRE-FRONTAL CORTEX simply doesnt "turn on", never activates as it should after some stimuli...

This have been demostrated with funtional MRI for example and PET tests...

Based on this, I now understand why I cant "control" my mind... Neurons simply wont turn on or off This means in borderliners case, we cant simply focus or calm down... Because our brains simply dont react as they should haha crap

Sorry for not explaining this in my previous post where I mentioned why I now understand why yoga simply doesnt work for me... My eye didnt let me

Thank you for all the love Im trying to learn how to calm down myself even when funtionally (scientifically proved) my brain wont calm down...

My eye is slightly better... But still... Aaaarrggghhhh !

Hugs for everyone !