Swanking since the beginning of the year - PERFECTLY. I've lost 50 pounds. I have not cheated one time all year.

Copaxone since early in the year. PERFECTLY. Maybe I've missed one shot. Maybe.

Result? I'm officially in a relapse and about to go on IV steroids.

To hell with it all. I swear I want to go out and bury my face in all you can eat BBQ right now after 6 months of perfect healthy eating.

This disease makes no @%$#ing sense. I've done everything I can possibly do since the diagnosis last year. Everything. And here I am again.